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  I agreed to it. I would have six hours of being a woman, and I knew that this would be more than enough. When I agreed to it, I knew that I sealed my fate, but it was something that I was ready to finally have. When we finished finalizing the details, I sat down on my bed, sighing.

  This was perfect. This was totally right. Sure, I did have to change my number to get her to speak to me, but this was the perfect moment. I would steal her heart, and I would make all of this work, no matter what the odds might be. Something told me that this would be a great evening, and that I would find out more about our relationship tomorrow than I never would’ve thought before.

  Chapter 4

  Today was the day. I went through my work motions like it was nothing. Elaine didn’t even notice a difference within me. When it was time, I transformed and I went over to the coffee shop we agreed to go to, and when I got there, I saw that Elaine was in a cute black skirt, blue jacket, and some adorable heels. She looked adorable! I just grabbed a black dress and boots that I liked.

  “There you are,” Elaine said.

  “Hello,” I replied.

  I moved into the booth across from here. As I sat there with the coffee Elaine got me, I felt a feeling of anticipation around me.

  “So, how long did I keep you waiting?” I asked.

  “Oh, not long at all. Trust me, it was enough time to get you some joe,” she said.

  I took a sip, and soon, the nerves that I felt started to dissipate, replaced with a feeling of excitement.

  “So Elaine, how was work?”

  “Oh good. What about you? You said you were an artist, right?” she asked.

  “Oh yeah, I did some painting today. Say, did you get a chance to read that book I told you about?” I asked.

  “Oh yeah! It was awesome. Thanks for that,” she said.

  I started to talk to her a bit more about her life. She told me about working in the library, her home life, and the like. This was something that I already knew, but I pretended I was immensely interested, as if I didn’t hear all of this before. The coffee date was pretty nice though, and after an hour, she got up.

  “You ready to get out of here? There’s a great club nearby, and I’d love to take you to it,” she said.

  I immediately got up, grasping her hand and smiling.

  “Totally. Let’s go,” I said.

  We got to the club, and the bouncer immediately let us in. We were dressed pretty nicely, but the guy seemed to know Elaine. Maybe she came here a lot. When we got in, I started to feel the music rush over me, causing me to feel strange and new feelings.

  The music wasn’t too bad, and I already saw a couple of people on the dance floor.

  “Let’s get some drinks first, then we can head down,” she said.

  I nodded, and soon, we went to the bartender. Elaine ordered me a cocktail, which I thanked her for. After we finished that, she took me to the dance floor, and soon, everything began to change.

  We weren’t even there for about twenty minutes, when I started to notice how different Elaine was acting towards me. While she did have a very friendly personality, she was never so outright flirty with me until now. But as we started to dance, I started to feel her getting closer, her backside right up against my chest. She turned around, and soon, we were against one another, our chests touching, and the heat of the moment driving me slightly crazy.

  I didn’t know what it was that changed me, but I felt so bold. If I was here as a dude, and she was grinding all on me, I don’t really think I would feel so free. But it’s different as a woman. As a woman, you can almost feel the desire there, and I didn’t feel inhibited. It’s not like I would pop a stiffy or anything in front of her, which was nice.

  Elaine started to let her hands roam against my hips, touching me softly there and caressing the hipbone. I groaned, feeling the excitement start to grow more and more within me. Together, we danced on the dance floor, letting our hands search our bodies. I felt like Elaine just wanted to keep on touching me, and as we got closer, I could practically feel her breath upon mine. It was almost intoxicating, I felt her start to move right up against my body, her lips dangerously close.

  The temptation that was present between us started to overwhelm me. I wanted to kiss her. This is something that I’ve wanted for a hell of a long time. But then, as we closed the distance between us, it felt explosive, and I wanted more. Both of us kissed with a passion that I’ve had for a long time. It was holding onto me like a lifeline, and soon, I began to feel her lips practically devour my own. The anticipation, the need, everything about this, was too perfect, and as I kissed her, I didn’t want this to end. I really didn’t, and after what seemed to be forever, I felt her tongue press against my own lips. I gasped, but I accepted it, kissing her once more and feeling the closeness of our bodies practically drown both of us. I wanted more, and I knew that she did too. As she pulled away, a trail of saliva connecting us, I felt like we were in our own little world. It didn’t matter that there were people all around us, the only thing that mattered was her.

  “Do you want to head to my place?” she offered.

  Oh my gosh. She wanted to have sex. A part of me felt like this was the opportunity of a lifetime, and I was finally getting a chance to fulfill my own personal wishes. But would this be right? Would it work for us? I’ve never had sex with a woman before. I don’t really know how to pleasure them, and I felt a bit nervous. But I nodded, smiling at her.

  “Let’s do this,” I said.

  She took my hand, leading me out of there and to her apartment, and I hoped that things would go swimmingly.

  Chapter 5

  We got back to her apartment in almost no time, but that didn’t make me any less nervous. I could practically feel my palms shaking. I’ve never BEEN with a woman before.

  I know it’s kind of pathetic to some, but it’s just… I’ve never really felt a connection with anyone. This was something magical, something different, and as I stood there, shuffling about awkwardly, Elaine looked at me.

  “Have you ever done it with a woman before?” she asked innocently.

  It was my turn to blush. I didn’t want to sound so damn lame, but I honestly hadn’t.

  “No. I haven’t,” I told her.

  “Well, don’t worry, I’ll take care of you tonight,” she said.

  I felt a bit relieved by that. I’ve never really done something like this, and it might end up revealing the truth, that I’m a man, if I reveal that I’m not as good at pleasuring her as a real lesbian might be, not just someone who can be a woman temporarily. However, Elaine didn’t seem affected by it, and instead, she brought me inside.

  When we got there, we practically beelined for the bedroom. She pushed me down on the bed, giving me kisses that were needy, and yet very hungry. I kissed her back, trying to mimic her motions, but she was practically too good for this. She smiled into the kiss, and I began to realize just how good this was, how tantalizing and tempting this woman seemed to be. Elaine seemed to enjoy this just as much as I did, and soon, she began to press her body to my own. She pushed her tongue into my mouth, causing me to moan in pleasure, and soon, we battled for dominance. Then, she spread my legs apart, smiling at me as she began to undress me. She started with my dress, which was slid off my head, and soon, my breasts were exposed. She touched the very edge of them, teasing them slightly, and soon, I began to shiver, moaning as her hands skillfully started to move against them with the smallest to of touches, already driving me wild. I didn’t want this to stop. I didn’t want her to cease this. The stimulation of her hands against my nipples was something else, almost magical in a strange and yet amazing way.

  She began to tease them a bit harder, pinching the erect buds and making me cry out in need and lust. I wanted more. I really did. She seemed to understand, and soon, she moved down to my panties. She sniffed them, inhaling my musk, letting out a groan of excitement before she undressed me. I felt so exposed, but then, she had her hand
s right up against my mound, spreading me apart and exposing me completely to her.

  “You’re cute, you know,” she told me.

  “Not as cute as you,” I replied.

  “Let me give you what you want,” she told me with a smile.

  She then started to press her tongue against me, and holy shit it was something that I never expected to feel. It was amazing, so arousing, and as she started to move against the very tip of my clit, I felt a surge of energy.

  But then, I stopped. I moved forward, pushing her down on the bed. She let out a small gasp, and then, I realized that at this point, my confidence surged.

  “I want to… pleasure you first,” I told her.

  “Well then. I’ll help you,” she told me.

  She started to guide me through the actions. I nervously took off her clothes, touching her small, lithe body. She was so gorgeous, and these curves were to die for. I started to press my hands to her small breasts, clutching them there, and it was all I could do to hold back when I heard those breathy moans. She made the cutest sounds, and I soon watched as her back arched. But then, I started to move down to her waistline, seeing the wetness there. I was nervous, but I felt a hand on my shoulder.

  “You’ve got this,” she told me.

  I nodded. I began to undress her, seeing the small curls there. I spread her apart, looking at her labia. This looked so different, and yet, I was up for the challenge.

  “Touch me here. You can use your fingers and tongue... That’s the best for me. I don’t mind penetration, but it’s not my favorite thing,” she explained.

  I nodded as I took in these instructions. I began to lick my lips, extending my tongue, and soon, I went to town.

  I began to lick her clit, and when I did that, I watched as she whimpered at my motions. It was different from when she did this to me, and soon, I started to lick, tease, and suck on there, and the areas around there. I succeeded to get the hood away to expose it completely, and when I did that, I went to town. She gripped the sheets, squirming as she began to cry out.

  “Yes… just like that,” she instructed with breathy moans.

  I did as I was told, making sure that I was doing this right. I continued these actions for a bit until I slipped a finger against the very edge, and when I did so, she screamed out. I didn’t want to stop, and then, I continued this until I heard the most delicious and explosive sound.

  “Fuck!” she screamed out. It was then when she arched her hips, moving her mound against the very edge of my face. She came hard, immediately hitting me with her release. I felt satisfied by this, completely and utterly happy, and as I finished, she laid back, smiling.

  “You did well,” she said.

  “Thank you,” I replied.

  “Now, let me return the favor,” she said with a smirk.

  I was pushed down, and soon, the same thing happened to me. It was perfect, and as she moved against my clit, I felt like I was losing my mind. She was like a pro at this, and it felt different than anything I would’ve imagined. Pleasure as a woman is so different, but so nice.

  My orgasm came fast, probably because I’d never done this before. It rocked my body like a freight train and made me light-headed. I saw stars and heard myself screaming with pleasure. When I finally finished, she pulled back, licking her lips to get the juices off. She then moved in, giving me a kiss.

  “That was amazing,” she told me.

  “It sure was,” I said.

  I stuck around for another hour before I headed home. We just cuddled after that, but I definitely knew I had a lot to think about, and a lot to really go over once I left here.

  Chapter 6

  I left just in the nick of time. When I got home, I was back to being a man, but it made me want to not be this way. Shit, that date was amazing, and the fact that I got to experience having sex as a woman the first time was almost like a drug. Not even my best masturbation sessions as a man could’ve prepared me for this.

  It was also the fact that well, I really like Elaine. She’s really sweet, honestly perfect for me, and in truth, I don’t want to let this go. Plus, she seems to really dig me, and that’s honestly something that I do enjoy. We could still casually date, but there was the problem that, if things do get serious, it could be a problem.

  She would find out sooner or later that I wasn’t a woman, but really just a dude taking a magic potion.

  However, there might be a solution to this. I went to bed that night with a murky head, trying my best to figure out just what the hell I was going to do now. It was something that I really wanted, and while I knew that it might be risky, maybe telling her was for the best.

  I picked up the book once more, flipping through it and reading more of it. It was mostly more information on the temporary potion, but then there was one that was titled “For a longer-lasting solution.” I began to grow curious, and as I read it, I realized that maybe, just maybe, this was what I needed.

  It was a way to make the temporary change a more permanent one, and while I knew that there was the option there, I still felt a bit nervous.

  Did I want to become a woman completely? That wasn’t going to be some little cakewalk commitment like this. rather, it was something that I would need to really think about.

  But, if things started to get serious down the line, maybe it was for the best. It was a commitment, yes, but the fact that it could be one that could help me out in the long run could benefit me. If that’s how I needed to get Elaine and have her fall in love with me, then I would try it.

  But, I felt like it was wrong. I don’t know how in the world I would even go about really living my life as a woman. Sure, it was fun to do this temporarily, and having sex as a woman was magical. You could do so much more, be so much freer, and all of that, as a woman, but I didn’t really know if I could really make this commitment. I would for Elaine, but I still had my doubts.

  It wasn’t just my own mental difficulties though, but rather, it was actual practical difficulties as well. If I did do this, I would have to fake my own death. That would be weird. Like how in the world do you do something like that? I don’t know, and frankly, it was fucking complicated.

  There was also the factor of coming clean to Elaine. That would be the easiest solution, but not the one that I would enjoy the most. She would be so pissed if I did this, and frankly, I don’t know if I could handle it. She would probably be pissed as fuck at me, and I already could feel the guilt gnawing at me.

  Was it right to even do this sort of thing? Was it right to transform into a woman period? Or maybe it wasn’t the right thing? I don’t know why, but I felt like it was wrong to deceive this woman in the first place. If I tell her, she might hate me for it. She might not be able to really accept the fact that I’m a man in a woman’s body. And not only that, it could ruin our friendship as well. I felt like Elaine wouldn’t trust me at this point.

  Fuck, what do I do? What the hell am I going to do? This would be so much easier if I was honest in the first place, but I wasn’t, and now I’m paying the price for this mistake.

  I decided to sleep on it once more. I got a text the next day asking if I wanted to go see a movie on Friday from Elaine. I accepted the offer, still feeling guilty, but at the same time, I wondered if maybe, just maybe, this was for the best. Maybe I should tell her, to be honest about this, and to finally come clean.

  Chapter 7

  The date came up like a flash, and soon, I was in front of the local theater with Elaine. This time around, it was my treat. I told her that I wanted to take her to see the newest Marvel movie, Black Panther. I know that she loves Marvel movies, both in my “Dana” form and as Derek, so it wasn’t anything too weird. I brought her in, nestling next to her, and as we sat there, I could feel the awkwardness of the moment start to flood over me.

  “By the way, I’m surprised you like Marvel movies so much,” she told me.

  “Why’s that?” I asked her.

  “Oh well, I ha
ven’t met many people that are as into them as you are. It’s just, like, two people I know. There’s this guy that works with me at the library that’s like super into them too. His name is Derek, and he’s always talking about them right after we see them. I’m surprised he hasn’t asked me about this one yet,” she told me.

  Fuck. This was already going bad.

  “Well, that’s cool. Sounds like the guy has good taste.”

  “He does. He really is a great dude, and I feel like you would enjoy him. The three of us hanging out would be totally great,” she said with excitement.

  No, it wouldn’t be great. At that point, she would figure it all out, that I’m not really a woman, and that it’s been her best friend here this entire time.

  Fuck, what do I do? I still had my composure, but on the inside, I was panicking.

  “Are you…okay?” she asked me.

  “Oh yeah. Never been better. It sounds like a great idea, and that Derek guy seems totally interesting,” I told her with a smile. It was total bullshit though.

  Of course, I didn’t think that this would be the end of it. No, it wasn’t.

  “Well, yeah Derek is super chill. He reads a lot of the same books that you do,” she said.

  Was she doing this to tease me? I didn’t even know anymore.

  “Oh, awesome,” I said.

  “He loves the same ones. You know, I kind of noticed something about you two, you’re very similar. I guess maybe there are male and female versions of every person out there, right?” she asked.

  This was just getting worse. This didn’t seem to be out of malicious intent or anything. No, she literally saw the similarity between Dana and Derek, and I knew that this was going to bite me in the ass if I didn’t handle it now.

  The movie started, but that didn’t stop my racing thoughts. All during the previews, I continued to think about what she said, about how she saw the similarities between both of these people. While I did understand that, for obvious reasons, I don’t even know what I should do.